CURIOUSITY

Why do girls always run back to dudes when they know its not going to work and know that are gonna do them wrong (again)?? Fuck the love shit, always look out for yourself before anyone else.

20th Bday

My birthday was pretty dope, spent a weekend with most of my closest friends(shai you were there in spirit boo) and had a pretty swell time. THe living conditions wasnt what we all expected but we made the best of it. Michelles last supper was banging and my margiritas were banging. Rolo and myself and occasionally Taye were sipping on that henny heavy. Still got a whole bottle of patron left. Thanks Jenny P and Rolo. Now back to reality but some things may be looking better. Hopefully this whole clothing situation with Elias works out and we get out the hood..lol...and plus gotta get on my grind for this fashion show coming up. Hit me up if u wanna model in it. Great exsposure TRUST ME. Still waiting on a bday cake. lol..but its cool. maybe even a cupcake = / We made the best out of the situations. Post pics up a lil later on tonight gotta get ready for work.

"Bonita, you gotta put me on"..lol

I figured it was time to dust off the cobwebs. Lifes been pretty good, just working alot and trying to get everyting in order. Kanye added 2 more dates to his concert at the garden and i really want front row tickets. My bday is on thursday, I will be waiting for ur text/call..lol...I just want my bday weekend to be with my friends( the few that I have). I could careless if anyone gets me anything but a day doesnt pass with me not thinking wtf is on that corkboard..lol..

:::pauses::: reggaeton comes on...changing it as you enlighten yourselves with my knowledge...lmao...jp

and one of them....( tony matterhorns voice)

this weekend shall be fun.. My entire family and myself went to a brazilian restaurant last night for dinner. one word CRACK. i missed this shit..lol...

costa rica is coming soon and so is rock the bells. work is a fucking drag and this fucking weather is ridiculous. One minute its nice and the other minute theres a thunderstorm....Lets get trashed until 2012 till we all die...lets hope thats not true....

but with my close friends that I have seriously lets get RETARDLY drunk for my bday = )

Kanye

concert was amazing

fill you in on details later...have a final in a few hours....

keep in mind it wasnt only a concert it was....words cant even describe it

....................over and out.......................

"the richest man ain't necessaraly the nigga with dough"

i know ive been gone for awhile but immmmmmm baaaaaaaaaccccccccckkkkkkk....lol...like bad boy...booo....neways...lifes moving along schools almost over and summers coming up....this weather is so fucking weird....one day is 80 degress outside and the next theres like a snow storm...fucking global warming....we're gonna die sooner than we expect...work has been very slow lately....i guess people got sick of the fried skrimp and french dressing ...nah...but mofuckas need to come eat and pay me...slowly but surely everything seems to be coming along with everything in life...certain situations are looking brighter...at least to me....havent bought sneakers in awhile tryna conserve some money...but gotta do some summer shopping...= )...I HAVE THE DAY OFF TOMORROW...sundays mothers day...busy day at work...love my moms....shes my dude...lol...gotta get her present tomorrow....

by the way the title of the blog has nothing to do with the blog itself....just think about it...its the fucking truth....PPREEEEEEEAAAAACCCCHHHHH..

misEDUCATION

FUCK SCHOOL.....lol...this weather sucks donkey balls and i hate the fact that i ahve to wake up in the morning to go to a class that i cant even understand the professor. Fuck accounting...lol
I'm def starting my own business i cant be working anyone in the future. Its even a bitch now but fuck it i make that $$$$$$....lol...Why the fuck do we pay THOUSANDS OF DOLLARS for a piece of PAPER with our names on it???

think bout it ....and this country is getting more and more fucked up as the days pass by. IM PAYING FOUR DOLLARS A GALLON FOR GAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"Man i gotta get my soul rightI gotta get these Devils out my lifeThese cowards gonna make a nigga rideThey won't be happy til somebody dies"---hova

Letting Things Go???

so I came to realize alot last night, the friends that I have now are pretty much the friends I want to have the rest of my life and hopefully it will be that way. Holding grudges isnt a good thing but once you disrespect someone and you lose their friendship I dont think there is any way of going back. I feel like RESPECT IN A FRIENDSHIP IS NUMBER ONE AND IF THERE ISNT ANY YOU SHOULDNT REMAIN FRIENDS WITH THAT PERSON. Once I feel like you have disrespected me, there is no way of being friends wiht me. NEVER LET ANY FRIENDS MONEY( trust I learned the hard way) even though they supposed to be ur closest friends.

I walk into a friends bday party yesterday and the first person i saw was one of those people that USED to be my friend. No beef, i just dont feel the need to speak to that person, so I didnt say hello of any sort to them. As the night went on, and the liquor started flowing to taht person's body, he says "thats a nice watch, where'd you get it" , myself sitting on the couch next to a mutaul friend, just said guess without looking at them. When the liquor really started flowing through the blood, they(meaning the person i used to be cool with) were like just let it go blah blah blah. I mean i have no problem with this person, he is a great individual but i just feel like i shouldnt associate myself with this person no more. Am i wrong? They continued to bother me throughout the night and I didnt think anything of it bc its drunkness so i let things fly. UPon leaving i said goodbye to everyone including this person. Am I holding a grudge? or am I just associating myself with people that I am happy with?

Ive lost alot of friends through bullshit, and some of them I regret losing but life goes on and people grow. I forgive people that have done wrong to me and dont let them bother me anymore. I came to realize that holding grudges leads you nowhere and it isnt somehting that should be done. its not only wrong but it is very childish. I feel like i have matured tremendously not only from high school but within the last year. Im dont with all the bullshit and I am now trying to get all my shit in check and prepare myself for the future. I love all the people that are in my life right now and i hope it stays that way.

p.s.- i know i wrote alot but I just had to get this off my chest.