Monday, April 28, 2008

misEDUCATION

FUCK SCHOOL.....lol...this weather sucks donkey balls and i hate the fact that i ahve to wake up in the morning to go to a class that i cant even understand the professor. Fuck accounting...lol
I'm def starting my own business i cant be working anyone in the future. Its even a bitch now but fuck it i make that $$$$$$....lol...Why the fuck do we pay THOUSANDS OF DOLLARS for a piece of PAPER with our names on it???

think bout it ....and this country is getting more and more fucked up as the days pass by. IM PAYING FOUR DOLLARS A GALLON FOR GAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"Man i gotta get my soul rightI gotta get these Devils out my lifeThese cowards gonna make a nigga rideThey won't be happy til somebody dies"---hova

Letting Things Go???

so I came to realize alot last night, the friends that I have now are pretty much the friends I want to have the rest of my life and hopefully it will be that way. Holding grudges isnt a good thing but once you disrespect someone and you lose their friendship I dont think there is any way of going back. I feel like RESPECT IN A FRIENDSHIP IS NUMBER ONE AND IF THERE ISNT ANY YOU SHOULDNT REMAIN FRIENDS WITH THAT PERSON. Once I feel like you have disrespected me, there is no way of being friends wiht me. NEVER LET ANY FRIENDS MONEY( trust I learned the hard way) even though they supposed to be ur closest friends.

I walk into a friends bday party yesterday and the first person i saw was one of those people that USED to be my friend. No beef, i just dont feel the need to speak to that person, so I didnt say hello of any sort to them. As the night went on, and the liquor started flowing to taht person's body, he says "thats a nice watch, where'd you get it" , myself sitting on the couch next to a mutaul friend, just said guess without looking at them. When the liquor really started flowing through the blood, they(meaning the person i used to be cool with) were like just let it go blah blah blah. I mean i have no problem with this person, he is a great individual but i just feel like i shouldnt associate myself with this person no more. Am i wrong? They continued to bother me throughout the night and I didnt think anything of it bc its drunkness so i let things fly. UPon leaving i said goodbye to everyone including this person. Am I holding a grudge? or am I just associating myself with people that I am happy with?

Ive lost alot of friends through bullshit, and some of them I regret losing but life goes on and people grow. I forgive people that have done wrong to me and dont let them bother me anymore. I came to realize that holding grudges leads you nowhere and it isnt somehting that should be done. its not only wrong but it is very childish. I feel like i have matured tremendously not only from high school but within the last year. Im dont with all the bullshit and I am now trying to get all my shit in check and prepare myself for the future. I love all the people that are in my life right now and i hope it stays that way.

p.s.- i know i wrote alot but I just had to get this off my chest.

Sunday, April 27, 2008

MICHELLES BDAY!!!!!!


so it michelles bday today.....its been awhile since i knew this chick...i remember the first day i saw her....i was like who the fuck is this loud ass spanish chick next to me in business class. i just came from catholic school, so i wondered if everyone was going to act to same..lol...hahahahahaha......but i came to realize that no one was as weird as her...jp..lol..but she is mysterious...lol...but yea we're getting old next thing we know, we all are going to attend each others weddings and baby showers..

even though she's a wierd cookie..i still love her and shes my bff = )..........and word on the street is she licks the wrapper.....lmao....jp

Saturday, April 26, 2008

"so you called her out on HER LIFE"

so im pretty bored....and frances add kicked in pretty bad bc she has a 4 page paper due on monday but she decides to leave it for last minute which is cool bc shes keeping me entertained...

why do ppl lie so much to make themselves feel better? thnk about it....but just live ur life and get TRASHED(drunk white guy voice) WOOOOOOOOO

Friday, April 25, 2008

I FUCKING....

ISNT IT CRAZY HOW A MAN CAN BE SHOT 51 TIMES AND THE PERPUTRATORS GET OFF WITH THE CRIME? WHITE AMERICA HUH? YET AGAIN WINS ANOTHER BATTLE...I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND WHY THESE MEN ARE INNOCENT...NO JUSTIFICATION...WE ALL KNOW AL SHARTON'S WEAVE IS TIGHT AS HELL...NAACP IS GONNA REALLY START SHOOTING "BULLET BULLET" LOL...
HOME ON A FRIDAY NIGHT....AFTER SLEEPING 2 AND A HALF HOURS LAST NIGHT, GOING TO WORK, THEN TO CHILIS AFTER WITH AHLEX, THEN HOME TO SLEEP LOL...(I WAS KINDA TWISTED).....
MICHELLES BDAY WEEKEND = ) AND IT RAINS....LOL...HAHA JUST PLAYING WE GOTTA GET IT POPPING LIKE EXTACY...BOO...OKAY IM DONE HERE FOR NOW

BUCK BUCK BUCK...

WELCOME WORLD!!!! = )

hello....who the hell thought that I would have a blog huh?....we in phase 3 now so we going hard boo...lol....SIX O CLOCK IN THE FUCKING MORNING WHEN I HAVE TO BE AWAKE IN 3 HOURS TO OPEN THE FUCKING BAR AT THE WONDERFUL WORLD OF LOBSTERS.....lol.. i feel like ive given my soul to the man once i got hired but on a higher note....dont molest girls and everyone hope i get to work on time GOODNIGHT.... = )